Tuesday, 11 August 2009


Film: Flags of Our Fathers

"Every jackass thnks he know what war is. Especially those who never been in one. We like things nice and simple, good and evil, heroes and villains.There's always plenty of both. Most of the time, they are not who we think they are."

"I finally came to the conclusion that maybe he was right. Maybe there is no such things as heroes. Maybe they are just people like my dad.

I finally came to undersand why they were so umcomfortable being called heroes. Heroes are something we creat, something we need. It's a way for us to understand what is almost incomprehensible ,how people could sacrifice so much for us.

But for my dad and these man,the risks they took, the wounds they suffered,they did that for their buddies. They have fought for their country,but they died for their friends. For the man in front,for the man beside them. And if we wish to truly honor thses man, we should remember them the way they realy were, the way my dad remembered them. "

The most romantic Chinese poem

I hold your hands
We take join in each other
Our love transcends life and death
We will grow old together


( Just got the translation from the book--Anna May Wong:From Laundryman's daughter to Hollywood Legend )

Wednesday, 5 August 2009

A word to Wen for her birthday

From my point of view, simplicity and purity, are the best quality for a woman. You already have them. Congratulations.

Happy birthday.

P.S I do feel the reverse cultural shock tonight when I found some peopel i don't like. A few of them are sophiscated,worldly,and over talktive, gosshipy,and pretend to considerate.oh, our long chinese culture... As usual, I couldn't hide my unpleasantness on my face.Be straightforward is my personality.

Tuesday, 4 August 2009

A new begin?

I just realized my life in the past month was very messy, and noisy.
Troubles, big more small, constantly bother me.
Sick,worry,quarrel,plan...backache, headache,allegetic,or more...
How can I calm down, and go on my writing for thesis?
yes, thesis, I have been working on 2 months, but had to suspend for a while.

Perhaps I am not strong enough, mature enough to deal with it. A wise person can handle them calmly, at least not pausing the studying plan.
I am sorry, I couldn't.

Her story, my story, whoes trouble, whose difficuties.
We were surounded by a lot of "questions marks" and unsolved problems.

I resumed my morning Yoga exercise today.
I need the fresh air to refresh me, in the morning, the begining of a day.

I am sure I can find the solution, I am sure I can find the answer , by myself.

After finish the main task, I will reward myself a new Mac. It's a prize for the uneasy and unforgotable one year study in this country.

I am worthy of it.

Whenever I feel down, the best way is to seek strength from inside my heart. I know, I am the master of my life. I have done a great job in the past, I will do it better in the future.


I am looking forward a holiday.
Wherever is fine.
I just want to go anywhere out of leeds, away my current life.
More fresh air, more strength, more inspiration.

Jersey or North Wales?
Anywhere is OK.
What I want is just to stay for a few days, think about myself, think about my next plan. To be a lone.
yes, I don't want anybody to be with me. Only Me.

It's just a holiday for myself.

Jersey is too beautiful. Will I be more emotional in such a beautiful place? Will I be lonely and miss a companion?

What I need is a holiday, with myself. To be away the messy ,troublesome life.
Give me more fresh air, and more strength, to deal with the difficuties .

Or what I need is just reward myself with a holiday, and say goodbye to the past messy ,stressful month.

May the force and smile be with me.