A new begin?

I just realized my life in the past month was very messy, and noisy.
Troubles, big more small, constantly bother me.
Sick,worry,quarrel,plan...backache, headache,allegetic,or more...
How can I calm down, and go on my writing for thesis?
yes, thesis, I have been working on 2 months, but had to suspend for a while.

Perhaps I am not strong enough, mature enough to deal with it. A wise person can handle them calmly, at least not pausing the studying plan.
I am sorry, I couldn't.

Her story, my story, whoes trouble, whose difficuties.
Future?true?false?game?
We were surounded by a lot of "questions marks" and unsolved problems.

I resumed my morning Yoga exercise today.
I need the fresh air to refresh me, in the morning, the begining of a day.

I am sure I can find the solution, I am sure I can find the answer , by myself.

After finish the main task, I will reward myself a new Mac. It's a prize for the uneasy and unforgotable one year study in this country.

I am worthy of it.

Whenever I feel down, the best way is to seek strength from inside my heart. I know, I am the master of my life. I have done a great job in the past, I will do it better in the future.

Holiday

I am looking forward a holiday.
Wherever is fine.
I just want to go anywhere out of leeds, away my current life.
More fresh air, more strength, more inspiration.

Jersey or North Wales?
Anywhere is OK.
What I want is just to stay for a few days, think about myself, think about my next plan. To be a lone.
yes, I don't want anybody to be with me. Only Me.

It's just a holiday for myself.

Jersey is too beautiful. Will I be more emotional in such a beautiful place? Will I be lonely and miss a companion?

What I need is a holiday, with myself. To be away the messy ,troublesome life.
Give me more fresh air, and more strength, to deal with the difficuties .

Or what I need is just reward myself with a holiday, and say goodbye to the past messy ,stressful month.

May the force and smile be with me.

superstition or destiny?

with the 1st,i lost all data in my laptop
with the 2nd,i lost my coats
with the 3nd,i was injured physically.

is it destiny that eventually i lose them?

The god does give me a hint, right?

伴侣

直到今天,我才意识到.我需要一个人生伴侣,就象你需要朋友一样,你需要一个人,在你身边, 一直照顾你,分享你生命的喜悦,听你的倾诉,相扶相伴.
家庭,伴侣,这永远是生命的核心.
不管你走都远,它永远是最温暖,给你力量的地方.
这就是所谓家的意义.

一个人走太久了,忘记了方向.

the first bunch of flower I got in the UK, (From Wen, the chinese girl )

Bye, July

What happened in the July?
In one word: unlucky.
In one sentence: my knee was hurt, my laptop was dead permanently, my arm was bite by insects.
In one more sentence: I want to finish thesis as soon as possible. I like my topic, I want to do a good thesis.
That’s all. And more, my best friend left me for one month holiday.

To summarize, I have been having an awful time.
That’s life ar…
I was unable to walk properly, I couldn’t use laptop any more which was my best companion for 4 years, I had to take good care of my right hand for more than 1 week, I was unable to concentrate on thesis.
Suddenly, all bad things broke into my life, together…

Shit!

At the beginning, I wasn’t upset much, I believe I can deal with them by myself.
But finally, I couldn’t manage it very well….
I didn’t allow me cry, but I couldn’t control it..
I didn’t want to be a burden for friends thus I keep silent. But I couldn’t survive without friends….

Thanks god, my arm is getting much better now, I will recover within a couple of days I believe.
Thanks god, friends are always here when I need them…thank you my friends , thanks for helping me clean flat, sharing food, spending time with me , allowing me cry bitterly….

Thank you all, my dear friends.

I also feel extremely sorry for some of friends who are in hard times, who suffering from personal disease, family accident…. I pray that you all will overcome it and finally health and happiness will come with you.

Goodbye, July!

hey jude

thank you for the song, my dear.
I finally know what the song mean by checking the lyrics.